(This is an ongoing online novel started as a fictionalised events of my life. Its based on true events not all experienced by me but there were some total fictions too)
It was gone before I knew it. Poof! It was gone.
It was not all there to begin with. It started when I was assessed by a psychiatrist after I was thrown out of school because I was dumb enough to follow a friend entering the girl's dormitory.
Maybe, that was not the dumb part. Getting caught by my seniors after we successfully got out may have been the dumb part. Or was it getting beaten within an inch of our life is the dumb part. Wait, I know the dumbest part. It was when we confessed, separately, the next night, to our school warden about our crime. Divided, we fall...
The session with the psychiatrist was set up my mother who didn't think a world of me when the school called to relay her the news. The verdict? I don't have a conscience. I just don't care whether my action is right or wrong. Doesn't that tell you something? It was an apparent preamble to it being lost.
(to be continued)